Mom's First "Blue" Moment

Or should I say, Ellie's first blue moment while Mom was feeding her. Yes, that's right. We were getting near finishing feeding Ellie her bottle. She took 15 mL and was kind of telling us that maybe she wanted to be done eating (i.e. I'm tired Mom). I was quite proud that I got three good burps out during those 15 mL. We (the nurse and I...Ben is back at Ronnie's doing homework) decided one last try. I finally got the bottle in her mouth after fighting with her curled tongue and thought we were sucking and doing well. Whereupon, I notice her turning blue. I asked the nurse...ummm...do you think she's turning blue...the nurse says yes, and helps me lean Ellie forward (second later, the monitor starts going off). The nurse taught me what to do when that happens - basically needing to pull the bottle out and open her airway as quick as possible. Then rub her back and the nurse rubbed her head. She started breathing again fairly soon, but boy, did it FEEL like forever! The nurse commented that I did a very good job and that I didn't do anything wrong. :) I actually remained amazingly calm. THANK YOU JESUS! So, now I'm looking at my little princess through her crib and it's 4:40 p.m. We started the feeding at 3 p.m. - that took about a half hour - then right when I put her back, wide-eyed awake! AND STILL awake. That is a long time for her to be awake. I think she's working on a bowel movement...let's hope I'm right.